It doesnt look good..

Hello,

The doctor has told us that he needed surgery, it went so fast. On saterday evening they told us that they were going to remove the tumor and that it would be done on monday. They took him to the surgery room and the waiting took hours. I was thinking and my thoughts were everywhere. The doctor has told us that there was a chance that he could die, he said that its always dangerious to do surgery in a person's head. My boyfriend was there when he said so but I dont think he could hear him. He came out of the surgery well, the doctors said it went good. I have waited for over 8 hours. It took so long. And the waiting was killing me. I have been visiting him whenever the hospital allowed me to. He seems more out of the world than before, he looks at me with his beautiful eyes and it looks like he is in so much pain! he woke up on wednesday. According to the doctor it might take a while for him to be well again. Looking at him, makes me think it will take so long and so much pain, tears and falling down. The doctor said that there might not be a full recovery but just partly. For me a partly recovery will do it, I want him to see his daughter grow up, and I want my baby Anna to have her dad to grow up with. I want them to do fun things together! I am seeing someone to talk with, I cant handle it all on my own. My baby thank God is better and she is laughing again so thats the one good thing right now. My heart and soul are depending on hope and faith.

Razorblade kisses and HIM hugs,

Lieke..