A little update

My dear friends,

Like I have told you my boyfriend has been admitted in the hospital. They have checked him out, and did all kind of tests. The doctor has told us yesterday that he has a braintumor, and it presses on one of his nerves. That explained why he collapsed a couple of times. It is heartbreaking for me to see him like this. He is not arround much you know. He sleeps a lot and when he is awake it looks like he is in deep dreams. As if he is not there. It hurts so much. The doctors havent decided if they are going to give him chemo, or that they will remove the tumor. Honestly I am kind of off with my thoughts. My baby is getting better everyday. Its all so painfull, now our daughter has been born a couple of months ago, I was hoping for us to get married, and have a wonderfull live togheter, but I'm not sure if we ever will... Will he be fine after the doctors helped him? I dont even know if they can help him.

I'll keep you updated, as Jessica asked me to do. Thank you dear for all your sweet messages!

Razorblade kisses,

Lieke..